Prologue

PROLOGUE

The one thing I certainly can`t stand is secrets. And right now not only my family but, also my best friends are keeping secrets from me. There were many times that I actually tried finding out about these secrets.  And every time I did there were    

always answers like “That I can`t tell you.” or “Sorry, my secret stays with me.” And I who almost told them everything.

  Almost.

   Sometimes I had asked myself “do they even trust me?”. And dad`s the one to say “Tell me or your mom, what`s on your mind, cause we`re here for you.” Even though I did, he wouldn`t reply. How long would I need to wait? If only my little brother Todd knew our parents secret or if only I had picked up that envelope just a few hours ago. Then maybe, there`d be no secrets to hide between us.

If there was I way I could just take a ride into the past and just re-do that part, that`ll be a great help to me. And if that got me to know what the envelope had, would it make me angry or would it make me sad? To tell you the truth, I was more afraid than wanting to know. But, I think it would be the only best way to get my head cleared up of suspicion, right?

   If I really wanted to know I could`ve just looked for it myself, but I wouldn`t dare cause, I wanted them to tell me themselves. It`d be only fair for me that way. And then I ask myself, “When would they?”

   I wish I knew…